Some people see cool, calm , collected , well behaved and awesome but , no!, they will be attracted to broken and busted.
The reasons for your fatal and destructive attraction may include :
1. You feel the need to save them by being there for them. Newsflash : you cant change anyone that does not wish to be changed.
2. You feel sorry for them and think your being there will make a difference.
3. You don’t think you deserve better because of your past actions.
4. You have a very low self esteem and you are happy that they are even interested in you.
5. You are desperate and lonely and will do anything to be in a relationship even if it’s a destructive one.
6. You pride yourself as the saviour of their soul sent by God to.turn things around. IN FACT, you quote the story of Hosea to back your point.
You have a problem oh. It’s not normal to see good and go for bad wide eyed. There is a difference between someone changing mid way and you seeing all the signs and stick to it.